MrsL shifted gears in the realm of frustration last night! As I kissed her good night heading off to bed early she gave me explicit instructions: “Take off my Steelheart, take a viagra, and put on the ankle and wrist cuffs. I’ll be up in about an hour.” I scurried upstairs and followed them and … More Making Sure You’re Frustrated
Over the past nine days I have been in MrsL’s Steelheart six. The glory of being locked up again was delicious! The level of sexual frustration was exquisite. That’s the good. My body and the damn scar tissue from the vasectomy 10 years ago flaring and swelling is the BAD frustration! My balls were so … More Frustrated…Good & Bad
It has been quite a while since my last detailed post. We have been busy dealing with several issues as well as trying to reestablish our kinky lifestyle. None of it has been particularly easy. First, a complete update on 26’s status. Last November, at the 2 year point of his 4 year revocation of … More Life Rolls On
I have written a couple of times how MrsL insisted on a fully enclosed chastity tube when we were looking at and considering custom devices. Today has really reaffirmed her reasoning and thought process as I am really struggling today with wanting to touch, feel, stroke, and otherwise just have my penis in my hand. … More Frustration at an all time high
I knew from reading numerous blog post about custom fit devices that the sizing aspect was going to be a “process” at best. I guess that truly is an understatement. I posted a couple of days ago how comfortable MrsL’s Steelheart was locked on me. At the time, I was extremely comfortable and was not … More Sizing issues and irritation….again!
I just got off of my Thursday night FaceTime call with MrsL to take off the metal lock and put on the plastic seal for my return flight tomorrow afternoon. During the call MrsL kept asking me what was wrong, why are you not smiling, why, why, why. I knew I felt “different” over the … More Feeling disconnected
So, last week while unlocked for shaving and cleaning I knicked myself. Yes, MrsL still allows me to clean and shave myself; although, she will tie me down sometimes to shave me and uses that as a prolonged tease & denial session. My mistake when it happened was not informing MrsL and putting my Bon4 … More Dealing with irritation…
In previous attempts at enforced chastity, MrsL and I have tried everything: the dice game, the orgasm ratio game, throwing a dart at a calendar, etc to decide when/if I would be allowed an orgasm. To be honest, I never liked any of them. If the dice rolled out a large number I immediately lost … More To set a date or not….