Here’s the Latest

Well, the move went well.  26 is in his new digs with his fraternity brother/landlord.  The job thing is not going so smooth and he is already doubting himself and hinting at “running” again.  I’ve told him there is nowhere to run.  Grow up and find a job. Basically, even though his fraternity brother is … More Here’s the Latest

The Power of Love

I should have known when I wrote and read the to 26, “I will not speak to you when you are using in the future” last summer at the family counseling weekend I would struggle when that time came.  Well, as we feared, it came.  He was further down the relapse path than we thought. … More The Power of Love

The Long Journey

I haven’t written in a while for various reasons.  Work got really busy even though I am not traveling.  One or both of the boys have been under foot for one reason or another.  In the case of 21 it is simply scheduled breaks in the semester.  Call me old and senile but I don’t … More The Long Journey

Everything is good

Sorry I haven’t written in a few days. I am still here. MrsL still is leaving me unlocked and we have discussed the concept of Devotional Sex as I have gone over two years without masturbating. Don’t get me wrong, I still CRAVE the feeling of being in the Steelheart and want to buy a … More Everything is good

Growing Up

I feel like this blog had turned in to more of a place for me to talk about my muggle life more so than MrsL and my kinky life. But…it is therapeutic! After the rather traumatic weekend for 26 and his girlfriend…they woke up to a notice on their door of “lease termination” for repeated … More Growing Up

An Update on…

It has been awhile since I penned, okay typed, a full blown update on 26 and his recovery. This morning seems like a really good time for such an update since he is crossing a major threshold. If you haven’t been on here before let me give a brief synopsis.  My oldest son, 26, struggled with … More An Update on…