New Horizons

Today marks the longest period without an orgasm I’ve gone since surrendering them to MrsL. I’m currently unlocked due to a flair up of swelling and agitation of the scar tissue from the vasectomy. Of course, that means the teasing and denial have increased. I don’t know when this orgasm free period will last and … More New Horizons

Springing a Trap

Things around the house are definitely improving since our talk the other night. So much so that I fell right into a perfectly timed frustrating trap. I recently wrote in our journal how being locked in her Steelheart was something I desired. I told her how being denied an orgasm created an overwhelming desire and … More Springing a Trap

Journal Surprise

MrsL and I maintain a journal on her laptop.  The journal is for each of us to write about any number of things; specifically, our kink lifestyle.  We use it as a way to initiate a conversation on a new topic, hammer out details on something that is obviously causing stress, or for me to … More Journal Surprise

No Means No

Last night was sexually brilliant. More on that in a later post. This morning when I woke up MrsL I wanted to continue her ecstasy. She let me kiss her. She let me fondle, lick, and gently chew on her nipples. But, when I let first my hand then my mouth slide down her body … More No Means No

A New Dynamic

After nearly of week back in the Steelheart I have once again been on a “breakaway” (just finished watching the Tour de France and remembered my cycling reference) this week.  Even though I have spoken often of living a “devotional sex” lifestyle I had never really been to their website…much less…asked MrsL to visit the … More A New Dynamic

Job interview 

Well, having a parent that knows and understands corporate America was benefits. The company 26 was applying for is, if his experience is any indication, violating about half a dozen federal laws related to hiring. I guided him through what to say and who to speak with and…he has an interview today at 9 am. … More Job interview 

The Power of Love

I should have known when I wrote and read the to 26, “I will not speak to you when you are using in the future” last summer at the family counseling weekend I would struggle when that time came.  Well, as we feared, it came.  He was further down the relapse path than we thought. … More The Power of Love

Insertable Toys

MrsL came to bed last night and went into this story about a movie she had watched this week. No it was not porn but close. I didn’t ask the name of the movie but really dint care. Apparently, the young couple were exploring a little “R” rated kink as the woman had purchased one … More Insertable Toys

Humbled *NSFW*

After a week of travel and visits from both boys, we had some alone time yesterday and today.  21 didn’t leave until noon and then MrsL and I ran errands and went to a friend’s “open house” for her business.  My first real asthma attack happened at this friend’s house.  It is so damn frustrating … More Humbled *NSFW*

New horizons

(NOTE: I realized after reading through this I didn’t set the stage for why MrsL made the comment about how much control outside the bedroom she would take. I revived our personal journal before I left this week and made a suggestion that we expand her control…start moving toward a FLM/WLM. Hope this helps) With … More New horizons