Am I A Job

In a recent comment on my last post, Longing for Locktober, Carly Quinn opined: … This post really has me pondering something I worry about. What happens if he becomes a job? What if this turns into something I have to do, not something that is fun to do? What if he needs more and … More Am I A Job

Longing for Locktober

Well, yet another bout with bronchitis has me drained and unable to talk from coughing.  I did go to the doctor and have started the first round of antibiotics (it usually takes 2 rounds).  My ribs and back ache from coughing and I wince from the slightest touch from MrsL….it aggravates me.  But that’s not … More Longing for Locktober

Roller Coaster

It has been awhile since I sat down and penned a post to my blog.  I haven’t had the energy or desire to write for some time due to some relationship “bumps in the road.”  Take a deep breath….MrsL and I are doing fine….but it has been a bumpy road the past couple of weeks. … More Roller Coaster

Life Rolls On

It has been quite a while since my last detailed post.  We have been busy dealing with several issues as well as trying to reestablish our kinky lifestyle.  None of it has been particularly easy. First, a complete update on 26’s status.  Last November, at the 2 year point of his 4 year revocation of … More Life Rolls On

Private Masseuse 

We’ve been talking about one of these for months. I checked out letgo when I got home Thursday and found this gem. Just received MrsL’s text that she is in the car and will be dropped off first! Hope she enjoys what I have planned: dark room, soft candles, massage music from Itunes, and a … More Private Masseuse 

Talking it out

Even with all of the fun, teasing, and being back in the Steelheart, this past week has been really tough.  Tough physically. Tough mentally. And yes, tough emotionally for both MrsL and me. It all began Monday night after MrsL ordered me back in the Steelheart.  I was happy but I could sense she wasn’t.  … More Talking it out

Spoken Fantasies 

Last night, after attending a bowling fundraiser for a local family, MrsL and I were relaxing watching some DVR’d television. One show we both enjoy is Suits. I didn’t start out liking the show but it has grown on me.  When Meghan Markle, who plays Rachel Zane, made her first appearance for this episode I … More Spoken Fantasies 

If I let you…

MrsL was in a particularly playful and quite teasing mood last night when she crawled in to bed. By the time we curled up to go to sleep a new dynamic emerged. First she laid down beside me propped up on an elbow looking at me with that playful yet intimidating grin. Without saying a … More If I let you…