Sitting here in the American Airlines lounge getting ready to spend the next 18 hours traveling to Santiago, Chile to close out an investigation I am conflicted.
Conflicted on whether or not I really want to keep this job with the travel requirements.
Conflicted on having just been released from a corporate travel ban if I am ready for the next three months and at least two more international trips. Yeah the miles and hotel points will be nice but it is the beginning of the holiday season.
Conflicted because MrsL and I didn’t agree on a travel safe chastity device so, as of now, no Locktober.
Conflicted because last night was full of intense pleasure for both of us replete with massive denial for me. I was begging to have an orgasm and she took great pleasure in saying NO!
Conflicted about whether or not to keep this blog going. I’m not getting as much out of it as I used to…but…I’m not putting as much into it either.
Needless to say, I have a great deal of time to do some soul searching.
Thanks for reading.